Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Rite nw still in class...NONO!!!! im not bz...instead relaxing...WOOHOO!!! Being the judge rather is not easy but compare to other team, we r more relaxed...well gonna sabo other team...mayb...will b askin them to sing...hehehe...
Besides tat im thnkz ful tat i hav direct my attention back to my studies...jz dun noe y but tat special encouragement from myself hav given me a new drive...well tat encouragement came from my own attitude of wanting to prove myself tat i can do it...not from anyone special...not from any special gerl(if u hav been thinking)...well i guess it jz tat i hav settles down and noe where i am goin...being more relaxed, i see thing in a wider perspectives...
Yesterday, when i see the children in the welfare home studyin so hard, i felt tat im fortunate...to be in tis state..at least fer nw...mayb tat another reason fer me wanting to continue fer my studies...
Still, im still being bothered of those wild dreamz of becoming a recording artiste...yes it a wild drmz...but it jz so important to me..i noe i hav what it take...tis will b the turning point of my lyf....
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
Well jz got back from celebratin Hari Raya...jz a the usual visiting relatives n frenz....so hw much i got??? i dun even care...rather a big boy nw...hahaha...
Jz dun noe y dun even feel of doin anytin these few days...i even skip sch on Fri jz to relax n importantly to play guitar...but i dun really did tat...sorry Huda n the rest of my team members coz u guyz hav to struggle without me..well is it???
Not onli tat, i even skip my guitar prac fer the first tym on fri...i jz dun noe wat hav got into me...purposely skippin all the important stuff....AARGH!!!...it jz tat i dun feel anytin rite nw...any encouragement to go to sch...i jz wanna quit sch n explore the world...achievin n finding my true self...where music is concern, i noe my passion will be bring me somewhere which i can b proud of someday...but fer nw, i noe i must find tat encouragement to carry on studyin..not fer myself but fer both my parents..i jz pity them fer werkin day n nite..i noe tat they will be proud of me if i can at least get a diploma...if nt fer them, i wld hav quit sch nw...
Bout my personal lyf, well notin...still happie being a single happie-go-lucky type....havin the freedom to do anytin i want..but i felt tat it tym i find tat special want..someone whu can share my feelin n drmz...tat special someone tat will witness hw i will succeed in achieving my drmz one day....i noe tat tym will come....
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Yesterday was the first day fo Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Tis tym round...Hari Raya fer me is sometin which i look ferward to seek forgiveness...no more tat childish wanna be jz lookin ferward to Hongbao...hehehe...well actually i did but not so much...
Well as per normal went to Jamek Mosque to proformed the Hari Raya prayer...then proceed to my grandparent house...i got to meet some of my stepfather relatives fer the first tym...rather awkward n couldnt adjust so fast...still a gd experienced noeing all my new relatives...
Amidst the journey to my mum grandparent sides, unfortunately it rain all of a sudden..since my dad drove a 14 feet lorry wit no shelter at the back,me n my bro was damn drenched...
So we have decided that my dad send my mum n sis to my grandparent house while we being owaeyz the unfortunate one waiting at the bus stop..tat not the case...it jz tat i pity my dad havin to make 2 trips jz fer us...THNKZ DAD!!!
We make it to bout 5 house yesterday decided not to visit the last trip to Tampines as it getting late...so todae we will be visitin again but most probably i will not b goin...gotta highlight my hair todae...then find a present for my beloved brother...HAPPIE BDAE DINO!!!
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Well havin a boring wkend...aargh!!! esp when come to doing spring cleaning yesterday...cleaning the fan n stuff...
Still will b lookin ferward for Hari Raya n seeing all the realative....y the hell im given onli 1 day of brk...stupid sch!!!so unfair!!!
Bout my lyf...well rather consistent at tis point of tym...evrytin goes as per normal....sch n guitar...guitar n sch...but actually at the same tym im havin tis crush on tis particular erl....jz got to noe tat she is from Percussion Ensemble IG best of all studyin jz opposite my class...wee!!!well sometym got to see her during practice...so cute!!! look lyk i hav to be brave tis tym round...jz dun noe hw the first approach gonna be lyk...let tym decide...
So tat all gonna be from me..will b lookin ferward for Hari Raya Aidilfitri n esp noeing tat special gerl...
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Still in class nw waitin fer the boring science lesson to end...well today topic is rather tedious....bout light n stuff lyk tat...jz feelin guilty to the rest of the team member coz i noe hav not been helpin much coz i dun understand!!!...aargh!!! sorry guyz....:(
So will be havin guitar prac ltr on..so Luqman sori ya fer turning ur offer of breaking fast together...rest assure i will make up some other tym...
Apart from that, finally i am able to get the song that i want...well won't be explaining further wat the song is...u guyz will sure laugh at me...so hint: it a luv song....
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Monday, October 16, 2006
In class rite nw...struggling wit the stupid art stuff...can't they at least talkbout music???aargh!!!...enduring tis stupid flu for two days now...
Jz feel lyk stepping my le n et out of here if not for my grades....still need to teach tuition ltr at 7pm as usual every week....aargh!!! jz need a brk...but it ok coz their exams r drawing near...so dun let us down...
Besides tat been slpin fer 1 hr yesterday after my pre-dawn meal....well finally got to talk to di after 3 weeks...well thnkz fer the gd conversation yesterday n will b lookin to hav a gd conversation tonite ya...at least 3 hrs will do....jz hav been missin u lately...n again...i hav to control...she attached!!!!
So currently hav been learning new songs fer GENRE upcoming concert in January most probably at the Victoria Theatre...fer the first tym, i will be playin bass!!!cool...oso hav jz completed the "Speak Softly Love" scores....well a popular piece from "The Godfather" themes...havin tat grt feelin bein able to play tat...still, in exploring another popular piece from "Romeo n Juliet", "Love Story....so rest assure will b practicing.....
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Well my facilitator still not here yet at it ordy 9am....haizz....well actually tis is wat i hav been waitin fer...
So rite nw doin notin...jz listening to piano music n hopin to play one of these beautiful pieces one day...especially pieces from Richard Clayderman such as Ballade Pour Adeline n Comme Amour...it jz so beautiful....
Besides tat,OMG Hari Raya is jz bout 2 weeks tym!!!!...cool...well been planning to hightlight my hair n to make a new tinted specs....my preference, green or orange...so will be lookin ferward to Hari Raya....
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Monday, October 09, 2006
Jz feelin tired nw...reach home rather late at 9.30pm as usual....well hav to teach tuition at the welfare home....pheww...look lyk gonna werk extra hard coz their exams are comin in a month or so....so all the best guyz!!!
Tmr will b havin Entreprise lesson...so im hopeful to b a bit relax coz i will b wit Brian tmr.....hehehe...he's gonna kill me fer tis....
Besides tat will b lookin ferward fer Wed guitar prac....hav been restin fer a week now after the Charity Concert....so yeah gonna learn new song!!!!
So guyz....i guess im hearin my bed callin me....cya!!!
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Im so damn bored at home.....doin futile thingy fer ma weekend...i wanna werk ....i wanna money...to but all those new stuff...hp especially...can anyone recommend me a job????but not F&B can??? aargh!!!!
Jz dun wanna depend so much on my mum or rather whom i called MAMA(mother in malay)...it jz embarassing....well i jz luv her so much!!!! fer all ur sacrifices n stuff...jz can't say in person....so embarassing!!!
Still im serious of achieving my drmz of becomin a recording artiste...im doin tis fer u MAMA....i wanna u to hav a gd lyf one day...so do support me ya...i noe i will b der someday....so guyz pray fer me one day....tis hav been my only drmz besides finding an ideal gerl fer myself....hehehe...i noe i hav been jokin wit u bout tis....still...i hav made tis promise to myself n im serious....so do checkout ANUGERAH in a few yrs tym...i noe i will b der....well hopefully....
Thnkz fer evrytin MAMA.....i luv u so much....
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Todae i skip sch....aargh!!! tis is my second FUCKING TYM!!!!
Still got to sch by 5pm to attend GENRE committee meeting...well tis tym round hav to plan the nxt Annual GENRE CONCERT!!! so fer all u guyz out there...open invitation to all...so do catch us out at Victoria Theatre...
Besides tat, had been rather lonely again....damn it gettin emkotional again...jz can't it....i miss u di!!!well fer the tym being i jz can say tat tis special gerl is di....still again u r taken...so im lost...i noe u onli treat me as normal frenz of urs...but fer me...i sense a mutual feelin....
I dunnoe...tym will decide....
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
Specially for Orange.....
Wee im so happie after yesterday....we celebrate Orange BDAE!!!!Happy bdae Orange!!!
After sch,straight away took Orange from her class....OMG i hav to act has a boyfwen in front of her fwen...i gonna be dead if her fwen found out....then meet the rest at Agora n meet the syila,heira,angus,fairuz n serra...
So we head straight to pool factor at Bukit Timah to celebrate Orange bdae n break our fast at Al-Ameen...
The best part was when everyone sang Happy Bdae Song for Orange at the coffeeshop...n fer Orange....she was damn blushed....so these r jz some of the snapshots from yesterday.....
Well galz there no need to take that shot.....
Orange watchout fer ur head.....
Orange u look pro aren't u?
Aren't they a couple......so shweet.....
Bdae gerl n me....... 
The 4 beauties.....where Serra?
Orange n ice-kacang...yumyum!!!
Glad to noe u lyk the card.....thnkz u!!!!
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Well still in class now....haizz....so boring hav to do science...rather late todae still not a surprise coz it my routine...
But todae as i try to forget her i jz couldn't.....i tot i hav all my past behind...but tis morning when i saw someone whom once i admire....i jz hope tat i hav got her...she jz so pretty n sweet....most importantly she the same person whom i noe in the past...she jz herself....
Besides that, been feelin rather guilty fer not tokin to tis special fwen of mine...im jz so tired...i noe i shld not hav jz ignore her....she is jz someone tat fill the emptiness in my heart...so rest assured i promised to myself to hav a gd conversation wit u tonite.....especially when u told me through voice mxg tat u miss me very much...im jz hopeful tat it a hint.....
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Well todae is Children Day yay!!!!
Obviously im not the one celebrating but i got to share tat joy wit children's from the children home....tat what we hav been werkin so hard from the concert....n we manage to collect 2k....yay!!!so half of it was given to the children society....
Actually, we hav plan some game for them but as soon as we got into the room, hey were running around n playin catchin....so all our plan was not used n instead we played catching wit them...kinda fun..
In the midst of the fun, i felt so sad for them for havin to stay there....yes i agree tat the home provide a good shelter n education but they jz dun hav a proper family n received the luv tat they suppose to tat tat kind of young age...
Btw i felt touch when one of them gave me his yellow band...i felt tat i hav succeed in providing him tat short term luv....oso one of them even drew my face...im jz so touched by them....
Tis is the yellow band tat i will keep as memories....
One of them even drew me.....
Although their contribution maybe small but it bring a lot of meaning to them....as i try to understd them better, i felt lyk stayin wit them fer the rest of my lyf.....still, it made me realised tat i am lucky fer wat i am now.....n fer them rest assured i will help in anyway i can........
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