Saturday, December 30, 2006
So i guess my hope of gettin serious wit her is nt gonna be true...she hav someone else...well as i hav expected...
So if u happened to be reading tis entry...jz wanna say tat i wish tat u will be happie...bout myself...haha...im still the same zack...so fwen still fwen rite....im sure it wld nt affect our fwenship...
K lah wat i wanna say tat soon i will b strting a new chapter of ma lyf...leaving everytin tat i hav...n jz concentrate on ma studies...n concentrating on ma success...n bout goin serious in relationship....let see along the way...
Still....im relieve noeing everytin is over....n jz wish her to be happie wit her new bofey....
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
A sense of relieve as well as worry surrounded me..relieve after confessing hw I felt towards her...worry coz do nt noe wat the outcome will b...
The zack or rather the classic Hairulnizam which u guyz hav known...someone whu rather do not wanna fall in luv n close his heart to almost the gerl becoz of 1 reason(nt gonna rake on the past) hav opened his heart to someone...yes im talking bout myself...
But after confessin, im scared...do nt noe hw she will react...especially when she hav yet given me her answer...fer nw nt gonna reveal tis gerl...a gerl which hav opened my heart to fall in luv again… a gerl which I confessed hav been special to me...whatever it is im postin tis nt reveal bout my personal lyf...I jz need to hav somewhere I can potrayed my heart out...
To u guyz out there…do treasure ur relationship...it jz sometin so beautiful...
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Friday, December 22, 2006
Yesterday supposed to be ma first day of werk but everytin turn awry...damn it!!!
I gt to noe tis gerl in a van which was suppose to bring us to our new workplace...so along the way gotta noe tat her name is Aisyah...at least at tat point of tym I hav found a fwen so tat I wld nt be tat hostile fer myself n after I found out tat there r onli the two of us...
So we chat along the way n I find tat somehw she is a nice gerl...it seem tat we hav known fer long….when we reached the factory at Changi South, as per usual punch card n stuff...the usual classic routine...then line up n do some counting of the manpower...
Then tis guy tat was in-charge strted to apologize to the both of us...y??? coz they ordy hav enuf manpower at the moment...both of s were really surprised n told both our mum bout it n of course the were frustrated...but then we were somehw cool down after Andy promised tat he will get a job at another place fer us...
So ya we took the same transport wit the morning shift worker n suppose to alight at Bedok MRT but we ended up alightin at Tanah Merah MRT...so we decided to walk n to find a place to settle dwn at eat our packet food tat meant fer our dinner brk...
Tat where we chat bout our lives n somehw found out tat Aisyah is a special gerl...a gerl wit so much passion...simply a gerl lyk no other...tis is the first tym tat I salute a gerl personally…of all her sacrifices n hardwork...sori guyz cant reveal bout her lives coz I respect her privacy...
Besides tat when u told me tat u r able to play piano n especially my favourite Hindustan Song...i really wanna learned from u...it jz tat all tis while I tot tat I cld nt find anyone which hav the same taste of music...n in fact able to play my favourite song on one of the instrument which I highly regard n gotta learn soon...onli when I hav tat ability...I realized tat we are aligned in the same perception of music...it jz tat b4 tis I hav told myself tat if there is any gerl tat luv the songs Khusiya Aur Gam is someone special coz tat was my favourite song...n indeed it is her favourite song too n havin to play it on the piano...i told to myself...u r jz so special...ONE IN MILLION...
So jz hopin tat im able to learn tat song soon from u...a song which hav taught me a lot of thingy...a song tat teach me the meaning of lyf…it is oso a song tat hav encourage me to leave RP n goes fer my drmz...tis is a song which mean a lot to me...A SONG OF MY LYF...so Aisyah...u r really SPECIAL...
N to those of u guyz out der pls I need to be frank...she is jz a fwen to me...pls dun tink otherwise...it jz tat she different...n i repect tat...pls dun get the mushi-mushi tot ya...I jz respect the kind of gerl she is...
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
Well hav nt been updating ma blog fer sometym...well hey gotta noe ma best fwen actually visit ma blog...thnkz LUQMAN!!!!....
So ya on Thursday I suppose nt involve in the KENDARAT thingy meeting coz I was stayin quite far...bt then since im introducing didi( 1 of ma gd fwen) I hav to bring her…sowie ya didi fer troubling u...but ya can c tat u r able to mixed arnd well...jz feelin relieve...
Then send her back to BEDOK bout 12.30am by then n ya I hav missed the bus n train!!! It a gd thing actually tat didi keep me company at her void deck…we hav a very gd conversation bout many thingy n oso more into our personal lyf n telling her tat I gt a crush on tis particular gerl...it had been goin on fer a while n I dunnoe hw to go bout makin the first approach still nt gonna reveal whu the gerl is fer nw...still thnkz didi fer ur advice...
So ya I went home at bout 8am from BEDOK n then hav some quick nap b4 playin soccer wit most of ma click at BUKIT BATOK...finally head down to Abang Is hse to hav some alteration of shirt n pant fer didi...didnt really stay fer long coz im damn tired...still I was hoping to be able to accompany Kak Lin n Naz to the ICA building n ease their burden...sowie ya fer nt bein der...I noe it been a long day fer u gerl...
So will be lookin forward to werk wit Naz again tis Sunday...YEAH!!!!!
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
The date 2nd December 2006 is the date which I will nvr forget in my lyf...nono get tat mushi-mushi tinking out of ur head….it jz tat I cook fer the frst tym fer my family...yeah!!!!
It all strted when my mum told me...”Boy u wanna learn cook rite so ya I wanna u to cook todae”...So my first dish somehw ya a simple one… “SARDINE”
So I followed wat tat I were told...tis was wt I did...
1) Slice the onions...everytin was in a mess coz everytin go out of shape...hahaha...
2) Slice the ginger...well somehow it became lyk a french fries n instead of peeling...i cut it n became half of its size...
3) Cut the chilli or sometin lyk tat...ithe chilli was somehw big n is in green n red color...
4) Then I put oil in the pan n fried tis thingy till there smell n somehow half burned...oops halves cooked I meant...
5) Then I put the sardines from the two cans ...
6) After tat I squash “Asam” in a bowl of water to hav the water concentrated wit tis “Asam” thingy...sori guyz dun really noe hw to translate tat in English...
7) Finally, I add “Ajinomoto” n salt to taste...
Well I noe it very simple but im jz so happie coz it my first tym...tis is my prelude to a better dish.
So comment from my beloved mum: “Well a very good job done jz u hav to add a little more salt...apart from tat it nice...”
Cool a tap back on myself...i did taste my own cookin...ya nice of course after she did add a little more salt...
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Hav been slagging fer many days now w/o attending lesson...y? sori guyz i wont b able to reveal tis nw... Wat i wanna say here is jz to thnkz all my fwen fer helpin me...from W16C to W26M....u guyz rox!!! actually i hav ordy decided on sometin...sometin which regard to my future...I hav decided to take sometin the hard way...well I jz hav to..I cant go on lying n force myself to do sometin which I cant commit to...still I noe it will be very hard fer me...leaving everytin tat I hav...all my gd fwen tat I hav n in fact leaving GENRE which hav been my heart soul…
I still rmb on the day of which i went to watch GENRE practising....i was bedazzled by their ensemble music...nw im part of them...n mayb wont b anymore...Im jz so sori...but I wanna all GenRean tat once I hav kept tis drmz of lifting the name of GENRE...so guyz do fulfil my drmz ya...tat my onli hope when I join GENRE bout 8 mnth ago...
N fer the rest....i jz wanna thnkz fer evrytin.....do appreciate wat u hav....bout the truth...pls bare wit me...i hav no heart to say fer nw or mayb forever.... but im sure tat u guyz got my hint*...
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