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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Last fri I got ma first result, Business Com….ya I did passed well unexpectated get more than wat I wanna at first…still…congrat to maself…haha…

Then head to Vivo City to meet haney n her fwen…haney u were playin the hula hoop n stop rite when I came…must b embarrass…but it ok I did c u playin…quite gd tau…n of coz getting maself embarrass to as u ask me to…but at least no one see..

N ya did head to Starbuck fer a while then watch movie…then in der…I strted to talk personal n b4 im gonna say what I hav been keeping…the movie strted…damn f*^k…nvm at least the movie was funny…

So we do hav fun at the swimming pool…well haney u say u wanna play wit water...haha...if onli u had brought extra clothin, then I will made u wet…jz dun hav the heart at tat tym..

So u pandai eh main pool...u can teach me lah...haha...ya we did play pool till nite...till u exceed ur curfew tym…sory eh did nt expect tat…so I dun noe hw u handle ur mum lecture lyk wat u told me...still I hope u had a gd tym wit me...

So tat nite I did msg u of wat I wanna say...n ya u will tell me in a wk to come...so I will b here waitin...n tis 1 wk gonna b lyk hell to me...

Still one thing I can promise u...I wont disappoint u in anyway lyk wat ur fear used to b...I will do anytin jz to please u...I ikhlas haney...whatever it is...im nt forcing...n I will accpt any decision...im used to it...

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

So todae...i jz wanna tok bout ma clsmate...someone whu i owaeyz confide n disturb...

Haha i noe u goin to read tis SARINAH...well it ok im doin tis on purpose...actually tis postin is to tell u wat i cant in person haha...

Well ya actually i wana thnkz u a lot fer helpin in ma studies n esp personal prob....yeah u hav been a grt help...esp ryte nw when i do nt really hav someone tat i can tok to...n Bella, im nt askin fer symphathy n oso i wld try to say anytin personal...bt sometym i jz cant hide...

So ya thnkz a lot..n rmb...FWEN FOREVER!!!!THNKZ U!!!!

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Monday, May 21, 2007

Jz gt bck from the fuckin werk...aargh!!! feel lyk givin up sometym...bt nd to pay fer ma fees...wat more i hav delayed ma fees....jz so stress...

However, im nt discourage...especially when i gt to noe tis gerl...from ma fwen...well at first when i saw her photos carryin Aqasha, ma heart stop...She jz so sweet....wat more, her hair is damn long...she jz someone whom im searchin all the while...she hav everytin tat i nd...someone very decent...someone so sweet...ya u guyz out der wld compare wit all the guyz out der...bt nt me...im sincere...

N ya wld b lookin ferward in seeing U...till then..im still at ma Lala Land...n i wld continue as long she is still available...bt i noe whr i stnd...no look n no money...wld she even look at me??? I dunnoe i jz hope so...or it wld b the same old heartache??? im prepared....to lose again…

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Monday, May 14, 2007

Today housekeepin session at Orchid Country Club was realli a gd experience fer me...wat more im able to even clean the VIP room yeah!!! Well they called it the suite room...realli cld nt imagine hw big it was wit a small kithenette...

Then gt to learn a lot in cleaning the room especially the way to tidy up the bed...it was a useful tips for actually...so will be lookin ferward to the real challenge tmr fer the practical exam...

But wat struck me most was nt bout tat...Sarina actually remember ma upcomin burfdae....n even ask wat i wan...haha...so cute of u...but no..it mater no more to me lyk it used to be....

Im jz reminded of ma past...usually ma burfdae n evryone wld be celebrated at ma grndmum hse every yr w/o fail...bt nw...evrytin is different...jz mz the last tym...but those day r gone...

So nw i wanna look ferward...wat i wanna achieve in ma studies...n career especially....

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Damn tired nw!!!! Aargh!!! Jz gt bck from werk...

So notin really interestin bout ma lyf...jz will b lookin ferward in doing ma housekeepin practical in Orchid Country Club tis Mon...dun noe hw it will b...n gosh...hav nt even study fer teory exam tis FRI!!! gonna strt soon...

Ma personal lyf- Well notin interestin...at tis moment....i dun tink i will nt get serious in a relationship...it jz tat it seem nt to b...n tat i wanna concentrate on ma studies...or mayb nt...let jz see hw...dun wanna tink tat nw...

Tinking of which..i hav actually planned to continue ma Advanced Dip in Swiss...so pray fer me guyz...

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

So todae gt bck home early...will b leavin soon to tutor ma fwen daughter..

Actually rather excites coz tmr will b performin wit the rest of the GENRE members for the welcomin tea...y im involved??? Actually i jz wanted to coz they r playin all the old favourite songs!!!

Besides tat, i dun noe y tis feelin keep haunting me..somehw rather ma feelin fer her had been wild....since the day when i confessed till nw...i dun noe even whether i had done the ryte things...but i had make up ma mind tat watever happen, im prepared....i jz wanna her to noe hw i felt...tat all...

Fer nw, i jz hope to see the new yr 1 GENRE badge and perform fer them tmr for their WELCOMIN TEA...

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

Well todae after sch i head straight to RP to meet ANGUS...if u guyz still wonder whu he is...actually he was my duo partner during the ANNUAL GENVAGANZA CONCERT on last 17th March...it was a success afterall...

So we hav decided to pursue of the song tat we played...Speak Softly Love(formely known as "THE GODFATHER")...well hw??? sorry cant disclosed ryte nw...coz it highly confidential...bt im sure it will be a grt success though i noe tis will b one of our toughest upcomin journey...

Besides tat, i honoured when some of the member actually asked me to join bck on the trainin although im ordy an alumni...still hav nt given ma answer...i dun noe...mayb tat wat i wan....bt im worried fer ma studies..

So let wait n see...

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Well i dun noe y suddenly hav lost interest in blogging...mayb becos it is childish or girlish??? I dun noe...

Bout ma lyf...well i jz dun tink it goin well as wat i plan...in term of studies, finance n ya sometin else...

Actually hav dun noe y i cldnt focus maself on studies...evrytym i try, der wld b a gerl which im interested in...tis tym round..kinda relieve after confessing to her...still i noe it will nt turn well...lyk as usual...tat y i nvr put high hope on relationship...though i admit ma lyf has been topsy-turvy...i will lyk a gerl which dun lyk me n turn down gerl which lyk me...am i stupid or wat....i dun noe...n i dun wish to search...

I jz wanna concentrate on ma studies nw....to get gd mark n earn more money...it jz tat it hard fer me to find a gerl wit the criteria tat i wan...i dun noe...i jz dun wanna tink bout it...

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